I’m alive and have something to share

In case you hadn’t worked it out, today is my birthday.

On November 2 1968 I was born in Suva, Fiji.

This is the house where we lived…I took this photo in 2012 just before mum died. I showed it to her and she cried.


This was Mum and me in Suva in 1968:

Mum and Me at Statham Street

Mum and Me at Statham Street

So why am I showing you all this.

Because I am alive.?

I am shoving my continued existence in the face of those who sought to conspire to kill me in the past few months.


Yes, I am going to share with you what I have been dealing with.

You all thought Nicky Hager acted alone, in conjunction with a hacker. He didn’t.

There were many, many people involved in a planned and concerted conspiracy to attack me, attack my friends, attack my business and to bring down a government.

In due course the true story will be revealed and who was involved.

But one sinister aspect of the whole plot was that a core group of people who were deeply involved in the planning and dissemination of the hacked details had as one of their goals for me to experience so much pressure personally, and isolation and media scrutiny that they thought they could get me to kill myself….to “Do a Dawson”.

As I have been open about my mental health and battles with depression they saw that as a weakness that they could use against me to tip me over the edge.

The plotters involved politicians, party activists, bloggers, and in a couple of instances people who I once thought were friends. I know all the names, I will be coming for them.

This is not fanciful, this was real. They discussed it, they planned, they met and worked it all out…and some of the plotters got squeamish.

Some of those?squeamish plotters have expressed their remorse to me privately, others simply ran in the?other direction but continued?to put pressure on, just not as part of the conspiracy.

Nevertheless they participated, and soon, very soon they are going to get famous in a way they won’t probably enjoy.

So while I was in Israel and real dangerous Hamas rockets were raining down upon my head there was a group of left wingers actually trying to kill me back here in New Zealand.

Meanwhile I am alive, I am kicking, and I will NOT let bastards from the left who think that way win in such a manner.

I will not give in, and I will most certainly not be killing myself.

What I will do however is start the fight back and I won’t rest until these people have stainless steel bracelets.

I began the fight back against the media, but that has come at a huge cost.

Nicky Hager has the same people who tried to kill me fronting fundraising efforts on his behalf. I chose to remain silent but I cannot any longer.

The bills from confronting the media were considerable. It cost more than $60,000. I have exhausted all my funds and now I need some help.

If just 100 of you dear readers contribute $500 to my legal fund then I can clear that up and look to moving forward against these scum.

I don’t want to receive the money directly, accordingly I have got the details of a solicitors trust account for you.

UPDATE 11:14 am 3 Nov 2014: ?

The account details here have been withdrawn and will shortly be updated.
Keep your eye on a post that will be published shortly.

Update 12:21 pm: please click here for the updated account details


Any surplus funds will be applied into defeating the case before the Human Rights Review Tribunal who are seeking to fine me $50,000, the largest amount ever awarded against a person. The previous highest award was $40,000 against a doctor who revealed the private medical records of one of his famous patients.

The Human Rights Review tribunal is also the same organisation who stepped in to defend the privacy rights of a convicted pedophile and despite there being no suppression orders in place from his trial decided that there should be. They prosecuted the Sensible Sentencing Trust for revealing the details of this scumbag.

We need to stand up to crooks, frauds, bullies (both judicial and private) and challenge them. Unfortunately that takes money.

But just a little bit from each of you helps.

As I said I don’t want this myself, I want to establish a legal fighting fund so that I can hold these scumbags to account with private prosecutions. That includes Nicky Hager. He must be stopped from publishing books off of the back of crimes. This is the third time he has done it. He did it against Don Brash and the National party with The Hollow Men, he did it against?private individuals who use legal trusts to protect their assets (just like him I must point out) and he has done it again with Dirty Politics against me, my friends and the National party. He is not a journalist, he is a sneaky purveyor of stolen property…and he must be held to account.

This has been bugging me for weeks since I found out, and now on my birthday as I celebrate another year alive sticking it to scumbags, ratbags and pinkos I just wanted to share with my loyal readers just what sort of scum I have to deal with.

These weren’t the actions of keyboard warriors issuing death threats like the ferals of the West Coast, these were calculated and planned actions designed to try to get me to kill myself. They went after my advertising, they went after my friends and they went after me.

If you own a business then perhaps you might like to show your disgust at their actions and attempts to blackmail advertisers by advertising with the blog so that we may remain strong and expand the team.

Well, today is my birthday, I am 46 years old and I am still alive, my blog is still here and I am coming for those responsible. I will reveal the real Dirty Politics.

The best revenge is living a life well.

I thank you all for your continued support, via email, via text, via phone calls, it all helps.

Cheers to you all


PS: I won’t be speaking to the NZ Herald, Radio NZ, Fairfax or anyone from Mediaworks…you bastards were all in on it..aiding and abetting.

I have a voice, I will speak through the blog.

As I said, today is my birthday, it is also the birthday of?Michael Buffer…The guy who calls “LET’S GET READY TO RUMBLE” in the WWF…which really seems an appropriate way to end this post.